Last week I was at
Coles having a chat to a lovely (married) woman I’ve met a few times about small-town living, local schools and single parenting. It was pretty general stuff, but after a while
she looked right at me and declared: “I could never be a single mother!”
It clearly wasn’t
said out of malice and I didn’t feel the need react on the spot, but it stuck
with me.
I guess the
obvious thing to have pointed out would be that no young girl in the history of
the world has ever looked to the sky, fixed her gaze on the brightest star and
shouted out into the cosmos: ‘WHEN I GROW UP, I REALLY, REALLY, REALLY WANT TO
BE A SINGLE MOTHER!”
Given a second
chance to respond, I might just be compelled to do something completely out of
character, like put on my finest David-Duchovny-as-Hank-Moody-in-Californication voice and say something
along the lines of: “Hey, Sister, don’t be so ignorant – my terrible
affliction could befall you, too.”
After all,
becoming a single parent wasn’t my choice – following a very long,
stable, productive and mostly happy relationship, my ex-husband had a complete change of heart and left me
in order to pursue another woman. From one day to the next my safe and fairly
predictable home life was turned on its head.
Despite the
heartbreak and chaos that ensued, I discovered quite quickly that I could
definitely and unequivocally BE A SINGLE MOTHER. In fact, one of the greatest
benefits of X’s actions was the very comforting realisation that I had the
ability to fend for myself and my boys.
Among other talents,
I can generate income, pay my bills and single-handedly maintain a happy and well-fed
household. I've got a fantastic support network, have developed excellent
negotiation skills, know exactly what I can rely on X for when it comes to
our children and – as a welcome aside – I have very little fear around
abandonment or relationships not working out.
So, in the
interest of bestowing greater consciousness on all the married-with-children
women who are as uneducated as I once was about the delicate art of single
parenting, I’m going to ask that you put yourself in my well-worn,
single-mother shoes for a moment and ask yourself what your life would look
like if your husband suddenly departed.
For instance:
• Could you
financially support yourself and your children?
• Do you have
your own bank account and/or shared control over the family finances?
• Could you
afford to live where you’re living now?
• Do you now what
your legal rights are regarding shared parenting and property settlement?
• Do you know who
you can absolutely call on in times of crisis?
• Is your
relationship with your parents-in-law solid enough to survive divorce?
• Do you have
some idea of how your husband would treat you and your children if he were to
fall in love with someone else?
• How would you
feel about another woman co-parenting your children?
• How would you cope with any gossip and innuendo?
• Does the mere thought of online dating make you break out in a cold sweat?
• Do you have the name of a good counsellor handy?
It really is worth
giving these things some thought, because ignorance is not always blissful.
And please don’t
ever say to me that you could never be a single mother. If I can do it, you most certainly can.